Love is not all:

omg I’m back in my old tumblr. guess what i meant to forget still hasn’t been forgotten :/

i was reading my old post and i realized i didn’t mention the one thing that made me stick on with the breakup. You could make me so angry and upset that i felt like killing myself just so i could stop all the pain in me. The scratching started again last sunday, after you texted me. i know I’m not over you yet, because i can still feel for you. but at the same time, i know you’re wrong for me so i shouldn’t bother holding on to whats left of this broken relationship. 

please…just let me go. pretend, if you have to, that you just wanna stay friends with me so that my heart can let you go. 

i was looking through all your old posts to me, when you bought the infinite rings (which mine has since rusted so bad it looks too antique to wear)…i wanted to call you yesterday to ask you to kill me, stab a scissors in my stomach, listen to me say my last words and watch me bleed to death. life would have been much better for everyone if i just vanished from their lives. 

its too torturous on my heart to be torn between doing the right thing and following my heart.

I’m wrong for you…I couldn’t give you the support you needed through times of trouble…I kept screwing things up…I made you feel lousy and upset and heartbroken more often than I made your heart flutter with happiness…I can never lead your lifestyle nor keep up with it…I was very pessimistic about everything…

And you’re wrong for me…you couldn’t or wouldn’t say sweet nothings to me to make my day…you do things I don’t want you to…you made me feel invisible when we’re with your friends…you hate my mother…you made me cry my heart out like I never did before when we argued…

So ultimately, no matter how hard we tried, we’re still wrong for each other.

That’s why, we have to move on.

Goodbye you, goodbye canttakeajoke.
It’s been a memorable journey together:)

MOVED ON…

Wow so now your friend has become exclusive and I can’t even say hi to him? Wtf man. I’m impressed with his level of maturity.